Today..

Today is.... a day. I'm having one of those days where I feel like I am drowning and can't keep up with my life. We are still in the midst of football season, and away from home at least 4 nights per week. As much as I love Terrell's football, I will be so glad when it is over and we can have a break.
I am also feeling increasingly overwhelmed with trying to manage my finances and take care of a household. I've been playing catch up this month. I've paid $417 in utilities alone! Hopefully next month I'll start to see some positive cash flow. It's definitely a challenge to try and make it on your own, but I know it will be worth it to look back and know that I did it.
I can't believe it will be time for Christmas soon! This year has gone so fast. We've had a lot of big things happen this year - namely my husband and I separating, and my kids and I moving into our own place. I've also lost 33 lbs on Weight Watchers so far, which in and of itself is a huge accomplishment. I've stuggled with my weight for the past 14 years. I'm still feeling unsettled about a church home; the kids and I have been attending a really great church, but it still just does not feel like home. We're not involved at all, either. I really need something to be involved in! I love women's ministry. Maybe I can look into ways to plug in.
Hopefully I will start being more consistant with blogging - it is a great outlet.